
I Woke Up Tired Before the Day Even Started
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Dear Readers,
I woke up tired before the day even started.
Not the kind of tired that comes from staying up too late or doing too much the day before. This was different. My body had rested. The clock said I’d slept enough. And yet, the moment I opened my eyes, there it was.
That heavy, low-energy feeling — like the day was already asking something of me I hadn’t agreed to yet.
At first, I did what I usually do. I ran through possible explanations. Maybe I needed more rest. Maybe I was behind on something. Maybe I should push myself a little harder to shake it off.
None of that helped.
What I noticed instead was how quickly tiredness turns into self-judgment. How fast “I feel off” becomes “I should feel better by now.” As if being low-energy before breakfast is somehow a personal failure.
But as the morning went on, something else became clear.
The tiredness wasn’t asking to be fixed.
It wasn’t even asking for rest.
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If you feel finished trying for the moment, this is often where the system resets.
It felt more like a signal that my system was already full — full of thoughts, expectations, unfinished loops from yesterday, and quiet pressure about what the day should look like.
No wonder it felt heavy before it began.
Once I stopped trying to power through it, the tone of the day changed. I moved slower. I responded instead of reacting. I didn’t suddenly feel energized — but I felt less at odds with myself.
And strangely, that helped.
Some days don’t start tired because you’re doing something wrong.
They start tired because you’re carrying more than you realize.
That doesn’t mean the day is doomed.
It doesn’t mean you need to fix yourself before you begin.
Sometimes it just means the day needs to be met gently — not conquered.
So if you woke up tired before anything even happened, consider this a quiet reminder.
You’re not behind.
You’re not broken.
You might just be human — easing into a day that doesn’t need you at full speed.
Until next time,
Alex R

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