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I Ordered Peace Online… It’s Still in Transit

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Dear Readers,

I used to think peace was something you arrived at.

Like a destination. Or a package you could order once you figured out the right combination of habits, boundaries, and mindset shifts.

So I waited for it.

I told myself I’d feel peaceful once things settled down. Once I understood everything. Once life stopped asking so many questions at once.

But peace never showed up all at once.

Instead, it arrived in pieces. In moments. In short stretches where nothing was resolved, but nothing felt overwhelming either.

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That took some getting used to.

I had to let go of the idea that peace meant silence, clarity, or certainty. Most days, it just meant less resistance. A softer reaction. One fewer internal argument than yesterday.

And sometimes, peace didn’t arrive at all.

Those days used to frustrate me. Now I try to see them as part of the delivery process. Not a failure — just a delay.

Because peace isn’t something you receive once and keep forever. It’s something that moves in and out, depending on what you’re carrying and how tightly you’re holding it.

So if you’re still waiting for peace to arrive — still checking the tracking number, wondering why it’s taking so long — you’re not doing it wrong.

Some things show up gradually.

Some things come in parts.

And some things arrive exactly when you stop rushing them.

Until next time,

Alex R

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